Is It Worth It? (Phil)

Lucky was at home, well, her home away from home. Phil's house. After she had talked to Wade, she realized she was being kind of childish lately. Lucky sighed as she sat down on the edge of the bed. People wanted her to grow up, but they weren't giving her any direction. She didn't know how. She heard three quiet knocks on the door.

"Come in." Lucky sighed

Phil walked into the house with a sigh. Lucky has been avoiding him lately but he could understand, she wanted her children. He was a distraction, but she was one too. "Lucky?"

"Hmm?" She asked, she wasn't really in the mood to talk

Phil looked at her, "No jumping for joy?" He joked.

"I would, but, I'm too lazy." She smiled lightly

"Not worth it huh?" He chuckled.

"If you want my skinny ass legs to snap in half, then yes." She joked

"Oh stop it." Phil chuckled.

Lucky stood up and hugged him, "What's up?"

Phil shook his head, "Not much, and you?"

"I've just been, kind of, bleh." She sighed

"Why?"

"I had a bit of a nasty encounter with Wade a few days ago." Lucky sighed

"Really? About what?" Phil asked.

"Well, there was a storyline kiss, and I messed up the segment. He got mad, I told him I still loved him, we started arguing. He went to leave but I stopped him and pulled him into a kiss, he told me he had a girlfriend, we started arguing again, and I might have told him that there was a possibility of the kids not being his." Lucky said

Phil's eyes widened in slight shock, ” Honestly, I'd be a little pissed too.”

"It was a cry of despair. I wanted to see my kids."

” I know, this is why you keep working at it.”

"I just don't understand, he keeps telling me how childish I am. Everyone does. But no one gives me suggestions about how to fix it."

”I don't understand why you need someone to help you grow up.”

"Because I'm mentally retarded." She shot

Phil looked at her in shock, ”Not cool.”

"That's how I feel, that's how everyone treats me."

”Well I don't know what to tell you.”

"Ridicule me. Like everyone else." Lucky said