A Bit Out Of Character (Anyone)

"Mark and Glenn started Pixie. I got Tink because one year just one year I dressed up as Tinkerbell for Halloween. They love reminding me of how short I am."

"And you should remind of them of how ridiculously huge they are." Elle said.

"Oh I do I mostly call them big apes." Rai smiled. "Pisses off Dave and John to no end."

Elle chuckled.

"Yeah, I know John for sure hates being called that."

Rai nodded her head and yawned. "Damn I hate being so tired."

"What's going on?" Elle asked as she walked off the set.

"Haven't been sleeping well. I feel bad for Jeff sometimes. My tossing and turning tends to wake him up."

"Are you okay? Is something bothering you?" Elle asked, concerned.

"Sometimes I get flashbacks." Rai said with a shrug. "The doctors said it would take awhile for me to get over it."

"You mean, over what had happened?" Elle asked.

Rai nodded. "You don't know the story do you?"

Elle shook her head.

"No." She replied.

Rai sighed. "It was when I was just starting out as Vixen. I was valeting for Evolution. I got fans because I played the sexy bad girl well. One of the fans started to stalk me. One night we were all out and I decided to walk to the hotel alone. My stalker followed me and kidnapped me from my hotel room." Rai took a deep breath. "He drugged me then sold me as a sex slave. I was gone for three months before the guys found me. It was pure chance that Eddie found me."

"I'm so sorry that you had to go through that Rai." Elle said. "Is that why you went on your little hiatus?"

"No I stayed around for a while. I was here when Eddie died, he was my Godfather, when Chris died. I left when one of my old 'masters' came back for me. I finally snapped and I had to leave."

"That's a lot to go through. I can get why you needed two years to clear your mind." Elle said.

Rai nodded. "I pushed away my feelings when Eddie and Chris died so I spent part of the time mourning. It was a nice soul searching two years."

"Pushing away feelings...I do the same thing." Elle said. "Well, it seems like it necessary. So, it's understandable why you left."

Rai nodded and then looked at her. "What did the guys tell you?"

"About what?" Elle asked.

"About me."

"Not much. I knew you existed, but they never really said much." Elle said.

"They knew why I was doing it but I think in a way they felt like I had abandoned him."

"I don't think they thought of it like that." Elle said.

Rai shrugged. "I don't know but I know they are glad to have me back."