Mixed Emotions (John/Elle)

John lays there

Elle wipes some of her tears away.

John sits there trying to control his anger that he was feeling because of his wife's pain

Elle continues to sit there.

John gets up and gets dressed before walking out of the room slamming the door behind him

Elle jumps a bit, hearing the door slam from outside.

John walks towards the elevator

Elle starts to cry.

John walks into the elevator

Elle continues to cry.

John walks off the elevator and walks out of the hotel walking straight towards his car

Elle gets up, hearing a knock on the door.

Answering the door, she sees Randy.

"What the-?" She says, softly as Randy hugs her.

"You really think you could not tell me this?" Randy says.

"I didn't want to bug you." Elle replies.

"My mother has a huge mouth, of course I was going to find out." Randy says.

"So, you have a family to look after. I didn't want to bug you." She says.

"You look a like fucking mess Elle, your make up is smeared and your hair is a mess, it's obvious you ened me and everyone who could help here." Randy says.

John gets into the car and drives off

"You really didn't have to come." Elle says.

"I know I didn't, I wanted to. You were there for me when my grandfather died and now I'm here for you." He says.

Elle nods her head.

John continues to drive

"Come on, let's get you food." Randy says, walking her over to the bed.

"I don't want food, I just want to cry." Elle says, sniffling as she sits on the bed.

"Don't beat yourself up about this." Randy says.

"How can I not? I treated her like shit over the last couple years." She says. "While I was happy, she was miserable."

"Elle, you deserved to be happy. You'd been through a enough growing up." He says.

"No, I didn't. She's dead because of me." She mutters.

John stops at the nearest chruch

"How long are you going to beat yourself up about this?" Randy asks.

Elle shrugs her shoulders.

John walks into the chruch and sits down

"You can go Randy." Elle says.

"I'm not leaving you Elle, whether you like it or not." Randy says.

Elle sighs, nodding her head.

John looks around before looking up

"If you can hear me God, please get her threw this because she has been threw so much to let this bring her down. I love her too much to see her blaming herself for this when it wasnt her fault. Please if you can hear me just give her some kind of sign that everything is going to be okay."

"Now, what can Randy do to make it better?" Randy asks.

"Leave." Elle replies.

"That isn't an option Elle." Randy says.

"You're annoying me Orton." She says.

"What else is new?" He asks.

John gets up and walks out of the chruch

Randy sighs, pulling Elle into a hug and laying down.

"When is it going to stop hurting?" She asks.

"It'll take some time, but you need to stop blaming yourself." Randy says.

"But I can't help it." Elle says.

"I know, but you need to in order to move on." Randy says, lightly rubbing her back.

John gets back into the car and drives to get some oreos for Elle