Secrets Revealed (John/Elle/Courtney/Cassie)

"Whoah, whoah. What's going on?" Elle said, grabbing John's arm.

John ripped his arm away from Elle.

"Leave me the fuck alone." John said.

Elle looked at John in shock. "What the hell is wrong with you?"

"Oh like you don't already fucking know." John said, turning to face Elle with anger in his eyes.

"Baby, talk to me. What did I do?" Elle asked, grabbing John's hands.

"You got an abortion! How the hell could you do that when you know how against it I am?!" John yelled.

Elle covered her mouth at what John yelled."How did you-? You heard me? I'm so sorry John..." She said, her eyes beginning to water.

"Don't even start, I don't care. You're so beyond selfish it's not even funny!" John yelled.

"John! Please, just let me explain." Elle said as she began to cry. "I panicked, I didn't know what else to do. It's my biggest regret, I should've told you but I was scared..and it was complicated."

"Didn't know what to do?! That's a load of crap! You had many options and you just decided to give it up!" John yelled.

"I thought it was my only option! You act like it was easy for me to give up our baby, but it wasn't." Elle said.

"Don't try to turn around and act like you're not in the wrong because you are. You've always known I never liked abortion and you know you could have told me. You just didn't a crap about anyone but yourself." John said.

"That's not it! Damn it, John! If I could've told you I would've, but I was scared!" Elle screamed back through her tears. "And if you were in my position you would've been too! We weren't together, we messing around, I was still with Adam, you were still going home to Kimberly most nights...I didn't know what else to do. I got scared, John. I found out I was pregnant and life wasn't stable enough to bring a child into this world at that time." Elle said before she plopped down into a chair and put her face into her hands as she began to cry.

"And don't you fuckin' dare say it was easy for me to do, cause it wasn't. I fuckin' regret every single day of my god damn life John." She said.

"You still should have fucking told me. Maybe not then but later on especially since when you were pregnant with the twins we talked about abortion and you didn't say a thing." John said.

"How am I supposed to bring something like that when I know you'd flip?" Elle asked.

"At least you wouldn't be lying to me." John said.

"John I am so, so, so sorry." Elle said. "Please don't hate me."

John looked around, trying to calm down then looked back at Elle and sighed.

"I don't hate you." John muttered.

"Yes you do...you just screamed at me..." Elle said, crying harder.

John walked over to Elle slowly then wrapped his arms around her.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scream at you. You didn't deserve that at all." John said.

"I am sorry...I can't say the enough..." Elle said.

"It's okay, I forgive you." John said, starting to wipe away the tears in Elle's eyes.

He hated seeing her cry and it kills him every time he becomes the reason why she's crying.

Elle sniffled. "You don't have to say that...it's okay if you do...I fucked up."

"I shouldn't have created such a shitty situation for us. I was my fault, I should have worn a condom when we had sex at the time." John said.

"That doesn't matter." Elle said, shaking her head. "None of this is your fault, you were right, I am selfish."